>.<

And so I tested out the power of words tonight. The sense of foreboding came, but we prayed, declared that it will be a good night, and God is true to His words. It was a good quiet night. :) Apart from the fact that I didn't find the thing stuck in the throat of this gp, which has disturbed me till now. It made me wonder how unworthy I am to be attempting to save any living thing at all. I have deep admiration for those who have dedicated their lives to the healing of human beings, to be bearing such a great responsibility and burden upon their shoulders. My closest friends especially, giving their souls to this most high calling even though it means being stifled by everything- the system, superiors, and the very beings they give their best for.

Urggghhh I really feel like whining tonight! This is just not me... wwwm.

But you know, for the first time in months, I truly feel alive.