missing

In the midst of work this morning, I missed my grandma terribly. I wanted to take her frail hands in mine, to see her smiling sweetly even through all her pain, to tell her how much I loved her. I never did get a chance to, before the Lord took her away, and my heart bleeds at the recollection of how in the midst of all my busyness I'd missed that final opportunity to see her breathing on this side of God's kingdom on that very day. I can't wait for the day I'll meet her again.

I miss Jason too... very much.