About God.

I hadn't noticed the comments I'd gotten over the past few days till just then. It brings me back to a passage I'd read about 7yrs ago written by C.S.Lewis.

... Thus in the very act of trying to prove that God did not exist -- in other words, that the whole of reality was senseless -- I found I was forced to assume that one part of reality -- namely my idea of justice -- was full of sense. Consequently atheism turns out to be too simple. If the whole universe has no meaning, we should never have found out that it has no meaning : just as, if there were no light in the universe and therefore no creatures with eyes, we should never know it was dark. Dark would be a word without meaning.

Makes sense?

(c.t.) The lindy hops rocks! ^.^

Goodbye north.

I discovered bright and early this morning, to my bewilderment. That today was my very last day working at MPN. Obviously, due to the nature of circumstances, I've been very much unbothered about my roster and therefore didn't take notice of it at all. Till Sam said "hey! this is your last day here you know?" Granted, it isn't much of a difference from next Monday being my last day there... but when things happen even a moment before you've prepared yourself for it, it becomes somewhat of a shock to the fragile system. Has it already been 2 years and more? I still remember the first time I'd found my way there, on the long bus ride. They were in the surgery room, Shana sitting at the side, as I was introduced to the staff. Colleagues turned friends, relationships built, only to be scattered again. Such is life I suppose.

Good friday.

Till this date, 77 posts on this.
On this good friday-
Beloved grandma's 1st death anniversary.
Ginger is made to die.
Jesus chose to die.

She's in heaven looking down on us, and I can't wait to see her again to say I love you. I don't know where he is, 'cept that I beginning to miss his little meows and rubs. And He... omnipresent, rightfully in my heart, but oftentimes displaced.

moments

in the past couple of weeks, i've
applied for the amazing race
wondered why the enchanting amber moon descended at 120am
discovered cluny park and its 2 black swans
gotten completely drenched at Macritchie
eaten like a king
worried over major job changes
been mistaken for a china chinese again
realised that still water runs even deeper than I thought
taken an online test which says I follow my heart not my head

thank you God, for life.